Life as we know it.

About this time one year ago our entire world changed when I found out Lola was on her way and the weeks that came after.

and here we are.

I think the best thing about change is how it forces you to evolve and become something you didn't know you could be. That's happened and continues to happen. 

My sweet Lola was born on 8/27/2019. The days after her birth blur for me. She was admitted into the NICU and it was such a surreal experience I haven't had a moment to stop and truly digest what all occurred during the first few days of her life. I still hold her close and cannot believe she is real. I will walk up the stairs to put her in bed, catch a glimpse of myself holding this baby and think, "whoa, when did this happen?!". I am so thankful for her. She saved me. 

You've gotta break before you build... or shatter. 

Time to rebuild.